YTuesday, January 17, 2006
I am not preaching for anything more than for the happiness of my loved ones. Cuz that is all that matters to me. A part from my hopes for success, I want them to be independent and have a goal in life. I want them to try and try till their brain grow and grow out of space and time..i want them to be willing to work hard to achieve that goal of theirs and feel the satisfaction at every end of it. I want to hear them bragg and feel proud of their achievements and tell them to stop whenever it's too much.. hehe
I dun wan any of you to suffer all your life..i want you to make your parents happy, but ultimately, what I want most is for you to be happy. It is really ok if you suffer now..or if u dun get to enjoy much now..the time will come..you noe it will. So just be patient and do wat u must. Just do what you must. STOP playing and start thinking abt your future. U have many examples ahead of you to learn from..do you wana end up like them? Not having a purpose in life..do you? Or do you wana be earning a 5-digit salary doin what u love. Don't you want that? Imagine all the securities in life that u’ll have..it is not only financial..it is emotional security as well..u wun hafta worry about not havin enuf cuz u know you have enough.
I'll help you reach that goal..we'll make it together..i know we can. And we will.
However, if you happen to manage to reach that goal..and achieve all the successes in life.
Don't forget..
Please just don't lose yourself in the wealth..please just don't forget the Lord.
I am proud to be born in this family with this life. I may not be lucky by the look of it. And you ppl might be telling yourselves
-"damn I'm lucky my family's not tis complicated"
you noe wat..im actually lucky..on the underside of it..i'm lucky. Cuz it makes me stronger, it makes me bolder and it gives the level of maturity of a woman. A woman who went through it all and am willing to share with others her sorrows and bad encounters. A woman who's able to say, "I've been there".
I am not fully matured tho..cuz that'll just make me olddd…and I dun wana be that so sooonnn…besides, I still have more things to learn from. I'm lucky in the sense that I'm experiencing all this now, with the presence of my mum, my sisters and my brothers..i am able to learn this wit their guidance..while they are still around and free from any other deeper commitments in family and life. I'm lucky in the sense that I am able to see the mistakes of my family that I can learn from them. I am lucky in the sense that I am brought up in moderation without really experiencing the high end of life so I can really fathom the meaning of hardship and modesty. See, I am also lucky..alike you..who have perfect families.
Those with families like mine..dun fret..cuz you're lucky to be brought to tis world without having to worry about being arrogant and about losing yourself in the bed of rice given to you. You're not unlucky..you're just lucky in a different way..so dun fret.
you're not alone and there's always a beautiful side of everything ugly.
may the Lord bless you.
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